M U S I N G S
Musing With Words, Art, Poetry, Devotion, Intimacy, and RA vulnerability
V U L N E R A B L E S H A R E 🌹
After the breakthrough with my former-beloved, a beautiful soul brother came into my life to share sacred intimacy with me... without penetration.. it was as if he could hear the whispers of my soul longing and yearning for something much more deeper, richer, and meaningful than just sexual intimacy. I cried with him on the floor.. And he just held me there... witnessing me express my rage and my unconditional love for someone that I opened up to and trusted and parted the sea gates for. I felt so abused that my sexual energy was misused and that I opened up way too quickly and felt that I couldn’t share my rage with anyone in order to protect his name. What is rare for me is being completely naked and seen and vulnerable with a brother and not having him expect or ask anything sexual of me. This intimacy we shared is currently still stirring and spiraling in my heart and I want more!
MY WOMB IS HOLY, MY WOMB IS HOME. MY WOMB IS MEDICINE, PURE AS HONEYCOMB.
This womb that I hold is so Magickal... so precious... she has gifts that I can’t even express in words and it is my vow to protect her, for she is my queen. My womb is calling out for an even deeper cleanse to heal while recharging and rejuvenating in Hawai’i. I have been cleansing my womb from the psychic debris of past lovers for what seems like lifetimes...
My practice of Womb cleansing involves yoni steaming with specific herbal blends, wearing crystal yoni eggs with the intention to give birth to nu life, intermediate fasting, pranayama, prayer, mantras, affirmations, Shakti Rose Womb Dance, Holy Grail ☥ Rose Womb Massages, honoring my sacred blood by tracking my menstrual cycle + free bleeding on the earth. She now calls for me to commit to 9 months of practicing the sacred pause and devotion to this vision quest of sensual celibacy, and I am surrendering fully.
S E N S U A L C E L I B A C Y
to me is a freedom in exploration in owning my Scorpionica Venusian Rosa Mystica Erotica and sharing deep intimacy with another while keeping my legs closed and options open.
This womb clearing process works layer- by-layer and is never fully healed with just one session of giving her our full attention. She calls for all of us to continue to do the work, to continue to speak to her and listen to her needs on a daily.
She cries for all of us to see her as our first altar and our number one goddess that we pray to.
[ R O S E W O M B VO W S ]
The Womb holds on to so much. She is literally infinite memory that stores information from the past, present, and future time-cycles. All of the stories whether we label them as good or bad. All of our experiences, unhealed wounds, limiting stories, traumas, pains, pleasures, intuition, secrets, lies, and truths.
When I think of sex, I think of hex. It is a spell that you cast with another, and it can be a very spiritual experience or physical or both... either way it is an exchange of energy and an exchange of emotion. Who we offer the rites of passage into this sacred portal to experience the goddess in this way has the opportunity to leave his or her imprint into the womb chakra. This experience can either activate us or deplete us of our chi (life force). When we are able to clear the debris from our womb space, that is the direct connection and bridge to our beating heart, we begin to fill our chalice with MORE LOVE that is unconditional, with forgiveness and self-acceptance. We begin to make more room to be able to hear more clearly the voice of the Womb - The songs and prayers of our ancestral lineage... of our inner goddess.
R O S E W O M B A C T I V A T I O N S
One-on-one sessions of embodying the tantric queen of unconditional love + compassion.
DO YOU HEAR THE ROSE PRIESTESS CALLING YOU TO RETURN BACK HOME?
ARE YOU LONGING FOR COMPASSION TO FILL YOU UP LIKE A WATERFALL OVERFLOWING WITH SACRED AND HOLY WATERS?
DO YOU HAVE A DEEP WISH TO RECLAIM YOUR SARED WOMB SPACE... TO CLEAR ALL UNHEALTHY EMOTIONAL ATTACHEMENTS OF SHAME, GUILT, RESENTMENT, AND BAGGAGE FROM THE IMPRINTS OF PAST LOVERS?
DO YOU FEEL DRAWN TO THE LUNAR CYCLE AND WANT TO DIVE DEEPER INTO THE BLOOD MYSTERIES OF WOMEN - HOW TO BRING BACK THE ANCIENT WAYS OF HONORING OUR BLOOD AND MOTHER EARTH IN SACRED RITUAL?
Together, we dive deep into the Codes of the ROSE WOMB
1st Session //
Gaining a deeper inner-standing of The Rose and Womb Codes and how we can use the energy of the Rose for healing ourselves, our community + humanity. Together we reflect on Goddess Archetypes like Inanna, Auset (Isis), Mary Magdalene, Mother Mary, etc, The Temple Priestesses of Ancient Lemuria and Kemet (egypt)
This Session also includes :: Sisterhood of the Rose Initiation, Oracle reading from the Magda, 1 Guided Ceremony + Ritual.
2nd Session //
Magdalena guides us as we dive deep into your Womb Memory together and claim our womb rites of passage Into the blood mysteries of women and how our bodies sync with the lunar cycles. Together we release any shame held within our bodies. We re-awaken practices of forgiveness and self-acceptance, and open our hearts to an increased sense of worthiness.
This Session also includes :: Womb Blood Ceremony + Ritual, Rose Womb Awakening through womb clearing, womb breathing, and womb steaming.
3rd Session //
Auset guides us through the gateway of sacred sexuality + sensuality. We enter the temple of the Sun and the Moon. Balancing our inner polarities with the codes of the Ankh. We Learn the tools to set up lovemaking as a ritual art through devotional self-intimacy, tantric + yogic breathing, mantra (using sound vibration & mantras to unlock energy centres in the body).
This Session also includes :: Yoni Egg Birthing, Shakti Rose Womb Meditation and Ecstatic Dance, Sacred Puja Ceremony + Ritual, Sun + Moon Marriage Ceremony.
Guide/Instructor: Priestess Jedaya Barboza
How these sessions work :: We connect through the Zoom Platform for each session.
Sacred Energy Exchange :: $444
Enrollment opens: Book A session With Me Now